Change

... is something really scary.

According to brainy quote, change can be defined as to alter; to make different; to cause to pass from one state to another; as, to change the position, character, or appearance of a thing; to change the countenance.

I just read something that causes me to trigger. I am surprised how time can cause this to happen and most importantly, how peers influenced too.

This happened to someone really close and dear to me.

Let me start sharing on something on my mind.

No matter where you are, no matter what you do... Your own family will never judge you, your own family will never neglect you. They will love you for who you are. You might tell me that your friends are the best and that there are always there for you. What the heck? Later days, do you think it will still be that strong? You are only bonded by friendship, bonded by something so temporary. Family is something permanent, something you cannot break.

Not saying that friends are bad, but how you choose your peers influenced a lot. Not up to the extend you start ditching your family for your own kind. Yes, at this age, friends might be closer to you but you have to remember where you come from. It kind of hurts when you see this happens. I am really close with my friends and they are the best I could ever had but then, I never neglected my family. I will never neglect my family... I guess that should be the way. No matter what happens, you have to put your family first.

I love my friends A LOT, but I love my family MORE. That's just the way it goes.

I really hope, my dearest that you will realize this soon enough.

Tears

Memories just keep ringing bells.

Hope it will be like before.

Hope everything will go fine.

Or I might ended up a loner.

Gosh.

I am so fed up of everything. Seems that nothing seems to go the way I want it to go. :(

Even if I burn midnight until early morning oil, there is no good out of it. *sigh*

All I want to do is:

1. Not seeing Saravana's face for the second time next semester.

2. So does Dr. Su & his laser pointer.

3. Not doing curvatures all over again!

p/s: But don't mind seeing Miss Betsy again for EM 3A! :)

Oh please dear Lord, make my results worth the effort I have put in. :(

Together

Love is the answer,

At least for most of the questions in my heart,

But there is not enough time,

And there is no song I could sing,

And there is no combination of words I could say,

But I will still tell you one thing,

We're better together. ♥♥

:) So sweet ba.

Dear Santa

Dear Santa,

I don't want to ask for much this Christmas like how greedy I was before. I just want good results for my final examination and I want my family to be happy always. I have been working my ass off. Until this occur...

Since I am experiencing the above picture, please make it worth my effort! I want at least the same result as last semester, maybe you could spice it up a bit. That would be great!

Yes, that's just what I want to see from my result slip. :)

All the best for finals.. God bless!